I like to think of the nice things we had together. We didn't do big, expensive or expansive things; in fact we often just did day to day stuff like going out to work, sitting watching telly, whatever. These thngs I really miss most, the fact Allan had someone to come home to, and so did I. Now I am effectively barred from earning a living, these things mean more to me. Thank you Allan for those memories, they are just about all that keeps me going these days.